"Give all of us gathered here tonight the strength to remember that life is so very fragile. We are all vulnerable and we will all at some point in our lives fall; we will all fall. We must carry this in our hearts…that what we have is special. That it can be taken from us and that when it is taken from us we will be tested…we will be tested to our very souls. We will now all be tested. It is these times…it is this pain that allows us to look inside ourselves...." - Coach Eric Taylor
I never thought that I could be so attached to a tv show. It's silly, I know, but there's a serious pain that comes when I think about how 'Friday Night Lights' is ending this weekend. I've seen the finale, and its perfect. Everything gets wrapped up in a nice little bow, and I was insanely happy with the way everything everything worked out. But god, Jason Katims...did you have to make me ugly cry while you were doing it?
In the fall of 2006, I managed to catch a few promos for this new show that was premiering. Sure, it was about football (and I don't really like football all that much), but there was something that pulled me in. I couldn't tell you what it was now, but all do know that watching the Pilot episode of FNL changed my ever-loving tv addict life. This was a show that wasn't just about football, but about life and love and what happens when all those things intertwine. The combination of the cast, the way the whole thing is shot (scripted lines, but lots of improv. no blocking. things happening ORGANICALLY and not all structured) - it was a breathe of fresh air into the string of shows that premiered that fall.





I fell in love with the characters. Eric and Tami Taylor were the perfect parents in my eyes, and going against the typical tv parents, they weren't all lovey-dovey all the time. They bickered. They fought. They loved each other so insanely much that all that crap didn't matter. The chemistry between them was so inspiring. I wanted to keep little Matty Saracen and his yellow LIVEstrong bracelet in my pocket at all times. I wanted to be best friends with Lyla Garrity, I'm sure we would've had a great time going through each other's closets and baking cookies for football players. I wanted to be there for Jason Street after he got hurt, and he felt like his whole world was falling apart. And Tim Riggins. Good lord Tim Riggins. There's so much I could say about that character and how he progressed over the five seasons. Not to mention that he's easy on the eyes (GOOD LORD THAT MAN IS GORGEOUS). But I wanted to help save Rigs from himself, which I'm sure every good girl thinks that they could do. I thought the show was going to change when Street, Smash and Lyla left - but I grew to love the new people. Vince and Luke became my favorite in the last two seasons (I mean, after Riggs of course) and their growth was amazing.
I fell in love with love. Sounds silly right? But this show had the most real love stories to me. It wasn’t all flowers and unicorns and happy things. They went through it all – they made it work. I might be in the minority here, but I have been and always will be a Tim & Lyla girl. Sure they got together in a little bit of a messed up way, but something about them WORKED. The chemistry between them was undeniable, and you knew that that somehow they would stick together. It sure helped that they were both pretty has hell to look at, but the scenes between them were two adorable for words. The feeding of the waffles, the glances, him sneaking into her room, the visit the morning after she got drunk with Mindy (which was HILARIOUS by the way…a ‘No Riggins’ forcefield? come on, like that would EVER happen), him telling him that he loved her and should go away to the college of her dreams, him saving her when her dad was a douche, her helping him and pushing him to the be the man that she knew he could. UGH. My heart swells thinking about them, and even though it didn’t work out – in my head, they’re married and have lots of little Riggins babies running around.


I fell in love with Austin. I've never been to Texas, but watching FNL made me want to pack up shop and move right down there. The fact that the cast did extra videos about all their favorite places downtown, didn't help that all. Hula Hut. The Yoga place that Minka and Zach went to. Everything about that place just SCREAMED Krystle to me. I still want to go, just don't know if I would want to live there per se.
I fell in love with the music. FNL introduced me to the glory of 'Explosions In The Sky'. These guys? AMAZING. These guys don't even sing, its all instrumental. And is it weird that their song 'Remember Me As A Time of Day" is the only thing that calms me down when I'm taking off and landing in planes. Weird. It always re-introduced me to Tony Lucca; who’s cover of ‘ Devil Town ’ by Bright Eyes is so hauntingly beautiful.
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An Open Letter to the Cast, Crew, And Everyone Involved (past & present) with FNL,
There’s nothing else I can really say here but thank you. Thank you for filling my life for the past five years with good, quality tv. Its weird to say how I attached I got, but I did – and although I own every DVD set, and watch it when its on ABC Family and ESPN, there’s going to be a void in my tv watching schedule. I laughed when y’all laughed, I cried when y’all cried. Although that the show may have never gotten the numbers that the studios wanted, know about the difference that you made in people’s lives. The true fans that were there from episode one. The ones that helped with the ‘Don’t Let The Lights Go Out’ campaign. The ones that adored each and every second of that project you were working on (even when season two got a little wonky, but lets blame the writer’s strike for that one shall we?). Just short, sweet & simple - thank you.
Sincerely, A Fan.
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And for those of you have never seen this AMAZING show? Don’t worry – you still have your chance. ESPN is showing the pilot tonight at 8pm(eastern), and then continuing on ESPN Classic. Sometimes its on ABC family. And there’s always Netflix (first four seasons are all up). If you can’t tell, I highly recommend it.
Clear Eyes. Full Hearts.Can’t Lose.